Chapter 10 - The Yellow Door

Years after the trial, Marian and Emily drove past the old house once.
Not on purpose.
A detour from roadwork sent them down the familiar street.
Emily saw the roofline first.
Her body stiffened.
Marian slowed the car.
“Do you want me to turn around?”
Emily stared at the house.
The garage door had been replaced.
Fresh paint.
New family.
A child’s bicycle lay in the driveway.
The side door was blue now.
Not gray.
Not splintered.
Blue.
Emily breathed in.
Then out.
“No,” she said. “Keep driving.”
Marian did.
At the corner, Emily looked back once.
Then faced forward.
“My door is yellow,” she said.
Marian glanced at her.
“What?”
“My apartment door. It’s yellow.”
“I know.”
“I picked it because no one could make yellow look like a prison.”
Marian smiled through sudden tears.
“That sounds like you.”
Emily reached over and took her mother’s hand.
For a while, they drove without speaking.
The road opened ahead of them, bright with afternoon sun.
No garage.
No locked door.
May you like
No concrete floor.
Just light through the windshield and Emily’s hand, warm and alive, holding on by choice.