Chapter 13 - grant had to face the version of himself that made serena possible

Protecting his mother after the fact did not erase the son he had been before the library incident.
Grant understood that more painfully as the weeks went on.
He had always thought of himself as loyal. Protective. Decent. In many ways he was. But decency without attentiveness had proved porous. Serena could only build as much practical control as she did because Grant liked peace more than clarity. He disliked scenes. He traveled frequently. He had a bad habit of interpreting women’s conflict as emotional weather rather than information. And he wanted, badly enough to make himself stupid, to believe that marrying again after his father’s death and years of household strain had restored some order to his life.
It had not.
He admitted as much to Evelyn one night while they sat in the library after the collar and leash had long since been turned over to the sheriff’s office as evidence.
“I kept choosing the smaller explanation,” he said.
Evelyn looked at him over her book.
“That is a very civilized way to describe cowardice.”
He laughed once, bitterly.
“Yes.”
There was no point defending himself.
He had not caused Serena’s cruelty. He was not to blame for her decisions. But he had repeatedly mistaken warning signs for personality issues, control for competence, and humiliation for friction. That was his part in the story.
What mattered now was whether he would change.
So he did some unglamorous things. He reduced travel for six months. He reinstated direct access between Evelyn and legal counsel, medical offices, and staff without spousal filters. He rehired a full-time house manager whose reporting line ran to him and Evelyn, not to any social figure in the household. He met with a therapist, at Dana’s strong suggestion, because rage and guilt are terrible architects unless someone teaches you to live inside them responsibly.
He also stopped talking about what happened as “that horrible afternoon.”
It hadn’t started that afternoon.
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