Chapter 13 - Eric told Lucas the truth about the luncheon

Several months later, Lucas asked why his father helped Margaret drag him away.
Eric had been dreading the question.
They were sitting on the porch of their smaller rental house away from the winery estate.
“Because I was angry and I followed Grandma instead of paying attention to you.”
Lucas frowned.
“You knew she put my face in the food.”
“I saw the food afterward. Grandpa saw more than I did.”
“But I was crying.”
“Yes.”
“You still grabbed me.”
Eric looked at him.
“Yes.”
No excuse.
Lucas asked:
“Were you going to lock me somewhere?”
“No.”
“Then where?”
“I thought I was taking you out of the room until everyone calmed down.”
“You hurt my arms.”
Eric closed his eyes briefly.
“I know.”
“I thought you were helping her.”
That sentence mattered more than intent.
Eric may have believed he was removing a disruptive child from an argument.
Lucas experienced his father joining the person humiliating him.
“I did help her in that moment,” Eric said.
Lucas stared.
“And that was wrong.”
“Are you gonna do it again?”
“No.”
“How do I know?”
Eric almost said because I’m your father.
He stopped.
That was not evidence.
“Because I have to show you.”
Lucas looked unconvinced.
That was fair.
Trust would return through repetition.
Eric did not demand it.
Over the next year, he showed it in ordinary ways.
He listened before disciplining.
He stopped letting Margaret’s complaints define Lucas’s behavior.
He attended therapy.
He apologized when wrong.
And when Lucas wanted to call Sarah, Eric handed him the phone rather than asking someone else whether the timing was convenient.
Small acts.
Direct acts.
May you like
Exactly what had been missing.
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