Chapter 4 - Mason Asked The Question I Couldn’t Answer

I took Mason home that night without Tyler.
He tried to follow us from the airport parking garage, but my brother came after one phone call and drove us home while Tyler stood on the curb in his captain’s uniform, looking less like an accomplished pilot and more like a man who had finally watched the runway disappear beneath him.
Mason stayed quiet until we got to his room.
Then he placed his toy airplane on the dresser, sat on the edge of his bed, and asked, “Does Dad love him more?”
No wound Tyler had ever given me compared to that.
I sat beside my son and cupped his face in both hands.
“No,” I said immediately, even though I had never been less certain of anything in my life. “What your father did is about him being selfish and dishonest. It is not because you are less.”
Mason looked down.
“But he said ‘my son Ethan’ like he was proud.”
I shut my eyes for a second.
Of course that was what Mason had heard. Not just the existence of another child. Pride. Public pride. A welcome. A moment our son had probably imagined Tyler saving for him one day.
I wrapped my arms around him, and he finally cried.
Not loud.
Not dramatic.
Just the broken, stunned sobs of a little boy whose father had divided the world without asking his permission.
Later that night, after Mason fell asleep curled around the same toy airplane, I sat alone at the kitchen table and started making a list.
Every “extra overnight.”
Every inexplicable schedule change.
Every time Tyler had been unreachable.
Every weekend he claimed had been reassigned to training.
The list grew faster than I expected.
When I reached the last three years, I realized the affair had not lived at the edge of our marriage.
It had lived inside the structure of our family budget, our holidays, our routines, and my trust.
And once I understood that, one ugly new question rose to the surface.
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If Tyler had been living two lives for three years, whose money had been paying for the second one?
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